rogol minda : pilihan

bagi aku la, hidup ni.. kita sentiasa ada pilihan.. apa pun yg kita pilih sama ada beri kesan positif atau negativ pada kita atau orang lain.
bila benda dah serabut, fikir balik.. kita yg buat pilihan, sepatutnya.. kita sendiri boleh tau kesan2 dari pilihan kita. sekecil kecil pilihan kita sekarang. boleh ubah masa depan kita.
simple, kita pilih tempat belajar. then, siapa yg kita akan kawan, siapa yg kita akan jumpa, suka, tak suka, musuh..
dari kawan pulak..itu yg akan banyak mempengaruhi perangai, pemikiran.. kawan kepada kawan.
mungkinlah kalau kita pilih tempat belajar lain, kau rasa hidup kita mcm ni ke?
boleh ke sama macam apa yg jadi dekat kita sekarang?
lagi baik atau lagi teruk?
itu baru contoh kita pilih tempat belajar.

dan kadang2, walau kita tau kita tak boleh percaya orang tu, tapi kita pilih untuk percaya.. lepastu makan diri. tu lah bodoh. benda ni..
kita nampak yang cantik seronok je. orang tipu pun, angguk je.

aku tau apa aku tulis ni macam tak pasal2.. kejap sembang benda lain. kejap benda lain..
mungkin xde tempat untuk aku cerita.

malam.

Dear R.A

"Sweet Nothing"

You took my heart and you held it in your mouth

And with a word all my love came rushing out

And every whisper, it's the worst,

Emptied out by a single word

There is a hollow in me now

So I put my faith in something unknown

I'm living on such sweet nothing

But I'm tired of hope with nothing to hold

I'm living on such sweet nothing

And it's hard to learn

And it's hard to love

When you're giving me such sweet nothing

Sweet nothing, sweet nothing

You're giving me such sweet nothing

[Beat break]

It isn't easy for me to let it go

Cause I've swallowed every single word

And every whisper, every sigh

Eats away this heart of mine

And there is a hollow in me now

So I put my faith in something unknown

I'm living on such sweet nothing

But I'm tired of hope with nothing to hold

I'm living on such sweet nothing

And it's hard to learn

And it's hard to love

When you're giving me such sweet nothing

Sweet nothing, sweet nothing

You're giving me such sweet nothing

[Beat break]

And it's not enough to tell me that you care

When we both know the words are empty air

You give me nothing

Uoooh

Uoooh

Uoooh

Nothing

[Beat break]

Uoooh

Uoooh

Uoooh

Sweet nothing

Uoooh

Uoooh

Uoooh

Sweet nothing

Tribute to my friends. I mean TRUE friends.

"This Is What It Feels Like"
(feat. Trevor Guthrie)

Nobody here knocking at my door
The sound of silence I can’t take anymore
Nobody ringing my telephone now
Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound

[Chorus:]
And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it to the shore without your light
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

Nothing to hold but the memories and frames
Oh they remind me of the battle I face
without your love, without you I drown
Somebody save me I’m going down

[Chorus:]
And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it to the shore without your light
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

[Chorus:]
And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it down the road with one headlight
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like